nigga please.

018

2005-10-24T08:00:07Z

tralala anyone?

017

2005-10-15T08:50:04Z

yesterday i had a really strong urge to drive my car into on coming traffic.

i have been playing way to many video games instead of doing things that really matter. i have always played to many video games, i know its wrong to pass up chances to meet new people and perhaps find some more friends but watching history channel and playing on the computer trumps most urges to go outside. i guess that’s just me right now in life.

world of warcraft: 51 night elf rogue, 13 elf warlock.

and

planetside: battle rank 20 command rank 2

seems like everyone is on a different page or everyone else has someone or something for them and what i have i just don't want it.

016

2005-10-01T19:38:34Z

the most shocking thing ive seen on the shield has to be cch pounder in the shower durring the 3rd season.<br>

016

2005-09-27T19:49:11Z

so for all you still on myspace, i found something way better:

megans law

015

2005-09-19T23:27:12Z

found that song i have missed since 8th grade.

bush - swallowed

014

2005-09-16T21:35:49Z

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.

012

2005-09-09T07:56:49Z

i found the keys to great playlist:

Jay Z and Prodigy

011

2005-08-31T11:47:00Z

my cell phone is in chicago... thats funny.

010

2005-08-30T23:55:49Z

i didn't sleep last night, played WOW all night and then when the server went down around 7 ish i took a nice bike ride then i had a mid term at 9. after my mid term i took a even longer ride all the way down to gilman. it made me happy.

009

2005-08-29T10:01:18Z

I have been watching alot of 24, one of the best shows out there. I signed up for netflix...4 movies out at a time and as manny i want in a month.

I also started playing World of Warcraft with a buddy from school, life is good.

008

2005-08-17T10:17:09Z

so the last 2 days i have been hanging out with some really dope people. rob played a show in san jose on monday with june (victory records) and terminal (tooth & nail records) and they needed a place to crash so rob invited them up to our place. they all are total class acts and i have nothing but good things to say about them. on tuesday night they had a show in oakland so i rode with them to the show and we hung out and had a wonderful time. they are crashing here tonight then they go to southern ca for a few days but, june is coming back to san fran on the 26th and they are planning on crashing here again, this has to be the best thing to happen to me since i got out of morgan hill.

007

2005-08-10T21:30:04Z

Ask me my "top five" list of pretty much anything, and I'll list it for you.

school has been great, last tuesday we had our final day of shooting for this student film im doing. it should turn out well. i also finished the first gen ed class. things are moving along.

006

2005-07-22T02:53:02Z

I hate those people who don't get the little hints about how you don't want to kick it with them and you just want to be left alone… especially when they are your roommate.

I'm sick and in a bad mood.

005

2005-07-11T20:40:16Z

so last night I was playing some poker on pokerstars.com, I had the idea of writing down my hand history to see what im doing wrong and maybe become a better player. Take a look at my first 10 hands.

2:40

1. 1500 - Kc, 7h - call 20 - 9h, Qs, 6d, - rasied 60 - fold.

2. 1480 - 6s, 5c - call 20 - 7c, 3s, 9d, call 40 - 10c, raised 100 - fold.

3. 1440 - 5h, 9d - fold.

4. 1440 - 3s, 9d - fold.

5. 1440 - 6c, Jc - call 20 - 9d, 9s, Kh - fold.

6. 1420 - 10c, 10s - call 20 - 10d, 10h, 9c, call 20 - Kd - call 100 - Ac - call 800 - raise 1280 - call.

7. 2940 - 8c, 4c - call 20 - raised 40 - fold.

8. 2920 - Ks - 6d - call 20 - 2c, 62 ,jd - check - 3 - check - Ac - check.

9. 2900 - 3d, 10c - call 20 - fold

10. 2880 - 5h , Ah, - check - 6s, 6d, 4d - fold.

2:56

I started school on firday and had class today. I forget his name but, the guy who did the cover art for "Beck - Sea Change" came and talked to about 40 of us. I took in alot and im glad that im at a school where we have the optunity to meet and ask questions to professionals that I might be working with in the future. In like 15 minutes I have to be back at school for another 2 hour meeting with another professional. For the first time in a long time im looking forward going to school.

College > High School

004

2005-07-04T23:04:58Z

Sometimes I feel so low-down and disgusted
Can't help but wonder what's happenin' to my companions
Are they lost or are they found, have they counted the cost it'll take to bringdown
All their earthly principles they're gonna have to abandon?
There's a slow, slow train comin' up around the bend.

Ladies and gentleman, Mr. Bob Dylan.

Happy Fourth of July America, 218 years and still the American way is supreme. If the "American way" is really the best way, i have no clue. I know its not the only way.

003

2005-07-02T09:50:11Z

2pac is just such a stereotypical 90's thug it kills me.

"you call your self a playa but I fucked your wife."

my favorite 2pac songs right now are;

2Pac - When We Ride
2Pac - Death Around The Corner
2Pac - California love
2Pac - Hit 'Em Up
2Pac - Cant C Me

everything is moved in and I finally feel like Emeryville is home. there is a large stack of boxes that I used when I moved in that are just clutter in the living room, I have no idea where to toss them at my apartment. on Thursday Robert, his mom and I went to Ikea and he got a bed, 3 lamps and a desk, tomorrow I think he is moving some more of his stuff in.

I have been staying up way to late… yesterday I didn’t go to bed till 4 and got up at 3:30. It feels good and I can’t just fall asleep at 11 or 12. My day doesn’t start till 9 or 10 at night. One word can describe this, “freedom.”

School starts next fir day and I am ready, college... should be fun.

002

2005-06-27T23:30:33Z

So I got all my shit moved in, I don’t mean like put in the correct place but just inside the apartment. Josh and Phil were champs and helped me bring everything from Morgan Hill to Emeryville. Emeryville is one freeway exit before the “down town Berkeley” exit and one exit after the “Jack London Squar” exit in Oakland.

Emeryville is only 1 ½ square miles but offers a shit load of entertainment. The most obvious is not even in Emeryville, Berkeley is 5 minutes away...Berkeley is amazing. I can see the Cal Berkeley campanile from my room, that’s just how close I am to Berkeley. I love it. There is a movie theater right next to my apartment complex and a few blocks away there is another theater. Pf Chang’s is just down the street along with dozes of restaurants that I am sure I will get sick of within the next 2 months.

I was feeling pretty lonely last night because I was by myself in a ½ unpacked apartment a hour drive away from home and most the people I care about. I just try not to think about those people I wont see ever again or maybe 1 or 2 times a year. The first night was the worst, last night was tolerable and I am sure tonight will be fine. Not having cable or the internet made me feel distant from everyone and everything but, I got comcast high speed internet and digital cable today between the hours of 12-5 today, that helped.

I also just got a 1500 dollar check from my parents, lets see where the money needs to goes.

Rent: 697
Cable / Internet: ?
Phone: ?
PG&E: ?
Food: ?
Other(s): ?

1500 - 697 = 803.

I have decided the best way to not miss people is to not think about the last time I saw them but, the next time I will see them.

Life begins now.

001

2005-06-08T23:22:52Z

Thank god high school is over.

I felt like a million bucks when I turned in my senior check out list. Mrs. Bird looked it over, signed it and looked up at me, smiled and said, "well your all done."

Tomorrow we have the ceremony and then grad night from 9-5. Then I leave the next day to go to Tucson Arizona till the 20th. When I get back I have only 5 days left till I move...spooky.